Ohh baq to why i wanted to blog today:
I was spending a super emo day at home,
Other than the fact that i gt my new fone ,
Which wasn’t all that new =/
Anw its N5610 laaa lame lo,
after me complaining for abt a yr,
over my cock up fone,
my mum finally got a new one for me.
And me being sucha filial child decided to choose
this fone instead of N82
cos my father was nice to get me a laptop alry.
And partially becos my nails hurt when i sms using N82
when i tried it the other time. >.<
So came home had a good rest,
and guess what i was awoken by the weirdest way ever,
causing me to hu si luan xiang the whole day.
Until i seriously had no mood/time/energy to do my wrk,
or shld i say even concentrate..
Okay so i was sleeping very soundly then
subconsciously an image of my fone ringing flashed past my head
and the next thing i noe i woke up shouting that person’s name out.
Dont wry its nt anything scary or eerie, its emo lol.
It wont be appearing here if its scary,
I would have probably died of shock alry.
Yeah so i spent my prev few hrs before this,
thinking abt why i acted like that just nw,
thinking about things that have happened
which were too fast for me to catch up
then i realised it was me who dint bothered
and i got all emo agn. >.<
Was feeling pretty weird,
with those mixed feelings of guilt and frustration,
for not caring enuf abt my own life,
for neglecting the things around me,
for everything that has happened,
for the reasons behind why things turned out this way,
for not being able to console others,
for things i wanted to but nv did.
Haiy then i went to try out some tests to make myself feel better.
In the end i found out that im eq declined -.-“
Wth la its like you got a higher than avg IQ
but a below avg EQ. Balanced uh? rawr T.T
i guess my mood swings and emo-ness
are pretty much results of my
lower than avg EQ zzz
Talked to Yol on msn awhile
but dint go on cos i dint wan affect her
with my own emo-ness.
Then Eileen stupidly asked me to be more sensitive to others
as if can increase EQ laaaa =l
P.S: YOL take careeeeee okay? <3
imissyoulove
