Well this post is filled with a lil
or maybe alot of heartfelt thoughts.
Hmm maybe the emoing shld be left
till after what happened today.
Today was sucha long day in sch till 4
tennis was really fun haha.
then went to visit glande
she is up and well but i dun understand
why is she still in ICU?!
the guys were rly retarded
i found out they have
a poorer sense of direction
never visit hospitals often oso.
can lose their way
& cannot open the door
to come out of the ICU wth..
Anw chatted for quite awhile
inside the ward with glande
shes all smiles now &alot better! :D
Left for clementi to eat our dinner at around 8
settled at KFC there and ate till 9plus
end up the KFC was closing at 1030
so we packed up and left
so im home from clementi (13 mrt stops) away
at 11 bathed and blogging ^^
YOL, IM RLY SORRY ._.
i wasnt home the whole day
and y dint you call/sms me D:
i feel so guilty now
that im not there for you
when im needed.
okay after so much tears
& way too many chances given
seriously i dun tink he's wrth it.
maybe after this one yr or so
you love him way too much than he love you
how much do you mean to him
ni xing li you shu
he treat you for granted and everything
i kan bu xia qu liao
his promises broken
your trust in him betrayed
believe in him destroyed
take it as an advice from me bah
its his loss for the decision
and thats that.
stop hurting yourself agn and agn
im not being biased against him or anything
but ask yourself,
how many chances have you given him.
if he still has that bit of conscience
i rather he tell you the truth
and make a clean break.
if he cant make the first move
then you should.
Heartfelt words which i alry
feel like saying many many times
a guy who makes a girl cry
should just be forgotten.
maybe once is forgivable
but too many times will cause numbness
and you noe that yourself.
my dear girl x3whatever your decision,i'll be supporting you okay?Went blog hopping read pam's post
the part abt ppl change
hmm i tink its somewhat true too
time pass things change ppl change
for the better or for worse
we cant predict but one thing's for sure
make the best of what you have now
thats the last thing you can do for yourself.
i oso felt a slight change alry
in the stress lv, tiring&hectic schedule.
its like your life is nt under your control anymore
everything's put in place for you alry
i tink everyone changed somehow
its part and parcel of life.
i just hope at the end of it
the friendships and stuff
will still stay as strong as ever. :)
imissyoulove
