When everything jus comes too suddenly
and hits you over like TSUNAMI,
you noe its gna hurt, definitely.
I wonder whre shld i start ._.
its like emo wk dunno for whatever reason.
Just cheered up a lil ytd nite
after having smth to look forward to on FRI ^.^
BBQ! &i figured that i should nt brood over such things.
But some things aint that easy =/
& when that part of your memory is triggered
i guess everything just swoons baq.
LIKE WHAT THE.. $#%^& T.T
GLANDE!this para is for you okay written with lovethought with care omg its getting mushybut heck la hahaGIRL, BE STRONG KAYTAKE CARE SUPER ALOTMUS HAO HAO ZHAO GU ZI JIYOU WILL BE MISSED BADLY&HUI YU GUO TIAN QING DE <3
THERE WILL BE A RAINBOW AT THE END!
WE'LL C IT THRU WITH YOU.SUPER LONG POST OPTIONAL:
My day started off quite badly with econs&stuff
then glande was super sad & i was driving eileen crazy
sorry lo i was too bored as in rly BORED.
imagine powerpuff girls, mojo jojo & things
coming out of my mouth during econs class.
LI HAI HOR ^^ self proclaimed heh.
Then lectures and blah blah blah..
Physics was SLACK okay more slack than usual,
last min chnge of venue made us realised smth
physics tchrs suck at ava hahah ooops! ><
Anw rotted/slept/slacked for 50mins
while the tchr fiddled with the wires and things
in the end when okay liao guess what 10 mins left
so we went thru one q and left. x.x
Oh and the CT period that talk tmd irritating
i guessed it jus came at the wrong time ba.
Managed to stop the tears at the start
then the stupid speaker rawr zzz.
In the end i dunno what to do keep quiet,
i could only watch her cry helplessly
&i got shoot for my EQ LVL like ...
wo hen yuan wang la TT
SPA was OMG im super happy
i finally got the reading like thankgod -.-
But the whole thing was super pekcek zz
dropper spoil pipette filler spoil !
luckily i still got the readings :D
wanted to do behind to prevent staining my paper
then realised abit dumb face baq to the front
can c ppl's readings wat since i last bench -.-"
Then went lunching in canteen
&when i reached back gate der bus stop
i rmbed i had a maths test today =/
Went baq to take it and got 4/10 AGN RAWR
then stayed with geraldine and weiqi at ispace
to do some maths with ms teng haha.
I tink it helps alot as in seriously YAY!
MS TENG'S SUPER NICE =x
its like i dno what are you doing mangimme higher hopes &breaking them?next time dun try to act like you careif you decide to finally ignore me.i dno wat to say oversensitive on my part?regret is all over those memories nowpls, tell me its nt true seriouslyi just couldnt help but stop to thinkthat smile wasnt from the same old you.You should noe smth's nt rightwhen everything jus change overnight. Im speechless&clueless abt your actions and i dunwna brood over this anymore.I need to shift my focus baq to my lifeits much more impt than anything else now.Please michelle, dont tink abt these thingsits nt wrth the time&energy worrying&dun repeat your foolish acts ._.I guess this is what life truly means
you need to feel all those emotions to get past LIFE.
Hmm laughter sorrow pain bitterness
loneliness joy frustration dejected
happiness love anger sadness
the many FLAVOURS of life eh?
Im so engulfed with mixed feelings again
READ ENGULFED OKAY.
Its sucha bad wk as if tests aint bad enuf
so emo la, physically &mentally challenging
lets hope tis wk passes quick enuf.two-one two-one gogogo 0821 JIAYOU OKAY! things will get better..
Im hitting a rough patch right now
anyone care to bring me to greener pastures?