hmmm decided to do early blogging today
gonna go out for dinner to celebrate..
my grandmother's birthday in a few hrs' time
i guess this thing has been on my mind
for quite some time now thinking and wishing
that this day will come slower or maybe..
everyone's baq to celebrate it for her
i dont ever want that day to ever come
i want more birthdays for her
but damnit i cant make this fking wish
but i hope for it to come true somehow.
if forgetting someone you love
is as easy as saying it then..
life would be so much easier.
if all this was jus a dream
i'd rather never ever wake up.
time pass dreams fade
but memories are forever.i wanted you-ina
lately i've been thinking
about what i can do
i've been stressing to fall back
in love with you
im so sorry that
i couldnt follow through.
but i cant go on this way
i've got to stop it babe
you've been wonderful in
all that you can be
but it hurts when you say
that you understand me.
so believe me
i, i am sorry i..
i, i am sorry i..
i wanted you to be there when i fall
i wanted you to see me through it all
i wanted you to be the one i love
i wanted you.. i wanted you x3
i wanted you to hold me in my sleep
i wanted you to show me what i need
i wanted you to know just how down deep
i wanted you.. i wanted you x3
i've been pushing hard
to open up the door
trying to take us back to
where we were before
but i'm done i just cant do this anymore
cos we cant be mended
so let's stop pretending now
we've been walking around
in circles for some time
and i tink we should head
for the finish line.
so believe me
i, i am sorry i..
i, i am sorry i..
i wanted you to be there when i fall
i wanted you to see me through it all
i wanted you to be the one i love
i wanted you.. i wanted you x3
i wanted you to hold me in my sleep
i wanted you to show me what i need
i wanted you to know just how down deep
i wanted you.. i wanted you x3
i, i.. i'm so sorry baby
but i, i.. i gotta pack up and leave
but i, i.. i'll always remember
how we came close
to being what i wanted to be..
i wanted you baby.
iwantedyou.. iwantedyou..