wanted to go slp early but..
i cant get things off my mind.
T.T 事情憋在心里很烦
im crumbling under stress i guess.
its a weird feeling which well,
i tot i would nv experience.
considering the fact tht i've been
treating things nonchalantly for
the past idk how long. ._.
hmmm i think i freak out easily now
and thats nt a good sign definitely.
have been feeling outta sorts lately
i mean not character-wise jus deep down.
and i think im nt gna make it for promos.
you see, when yours truly gets upset
over these examinations and tests,
you know smthing's wrong. =/
i guess i need to grow up, haiy..
life gets tougher jus that i dont realise,
treat it like a joke and it just punish you
leaving you bruised and battered.
i mean thats what i feel now apparently
gt tht kinda bashed up fked up feeling zz.
i get so pissed at myself looking baq
what a major failure i really am,
facing the truth that all these yrs
im sucha huge disappointment.
expectations i was nowhere near
complacency ruining everything.
i hate life seriously esp when your life
is so filled with mugging all the time.
sometimes you need a breather
& jus cant seem to find any space.
i need that breather i need that space
now, yes right now, more than ever.
i guess fri/sat night shall be spent
at east coast park or pasir ris park.
I WNA CHUI HAI FENG T.T
i need to clear my piling troubles
get my messed up life baq in order
self reflect on everything recently.
imissyoulove
