depressed upset sick tired
exhausted stressed vexed
you name it i feel it. x.x
its like im nt in control anymore
cos the way im acting doesnt fit
what i should be doing.
i dunno what you wna say
but i dont ever wanna listen
to those nonsense again.
childish foolish immature watever
i dont give a damn anymore.
well bball is like abit tedious nw
as in nt xinku jus tiring. =/
cos apparently i have to
shuttle to and fro frm places.
and im having slpless nights
which is the reason behind why
coach keeps saying i mei you jing shen.
with strengthening on mon mornings,
trainings on tues and thurs.
and i cant imagine life without
mon regulars breakfast/tauhuay
nt only that outings plus fun
automatically disappeared. -.-
i dont like the feeling but
i cant do anything to change it.
i saw this sentence while i browse
through my picture folders jus nw.
you may have known someone
for only a short while but
you may probably take
FOREVER to forget them. =/
mixed feelings churning stomach
its this kinda feeling that a million
or even a zillion words cant match.
much less describe it. x.x
i dunno why im feeling this way
but i just wanna say..
there are only a few who can
make me feel that way.
i hope you mean your wrds cos
im downright disappointed
&im nt gonna trust again...
i have been trying to get my life
baq on the right track but it seems like
nothing i do is gonna make it right agn.
i guess its when life changes and
when you are faced with challenges
to overcome problems, maybe then
will i grow up and be strong. ._.
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ohh im officially starting the
I HATE U campaign tmd
cos i jus gt another U to my list.
lousy results for physics ttm
& S for GP is nowhere better.
day started off quite well
cos gp lecture bumped into J
haha he damn cute can
with contacts and the new tan.
then during break
give out free ICECREAM.
although vanilla flavour
but good enough haha.
moved on to canteen
saw D then J aiya in short
the view very nice jiu dui le. xD
after that LKS nt in sch
so ct become free period
where we sort of settled
the details of class jersey.
then i emo-ed omfg rawr
cos thinking too much agn.
anw went to eat tauhuay
chitchat and talked
with jo and xinyi when the rest
were having chinese lesson.
which apparently turned out to be
another free period zzz. -.-
2 free periods today zaozhidao
i ponned and sleep in cos
no mood to face physics. ._.
i tried to stay awake in lecture
but same thing happened
after 15mins slp then
last 10mins i was wide awake
stupid physics syndrome.
someone somewhre help
i need to love physics WTH?!
bad mood for the whole aftern
over idkwtf then talked to glande
abt some stuff bothering me
heng dint cry if nt so malu.
before training rot and chat with
caro anna and wei an for awhile.
glande texted D was at court
but i saw a nicer view of smth.
J was starting training haha
we ran tracks while he ran field
after training saw him somemore wor.
wheeee~ made me damn high
and stop the emo-ing until
after training take bus home.
the bus damn empty and silent
good for ppl to cool down and think..
reached home damn late at 10 T.T
tried to blog but dunno how to start
then jus wanna start only, *msn sound*
JUN pmed me help him do wabbit things
then YOL happily went to slp. -.-
suddenly kena spammed on msn
finally finished blogging >.<
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