whole day of wrk is
gettting me NOWHERE.
RawrOutLoud ._.
maths is so pissing me off
&i wont complete it in time.
tmd.. sorry bloggie
im venting it out on you.
i need a miracle right now
i know i have lots of things
as my motivation but
apparently it isnt motivating me
that much at this moment.
it isnt that hard if you believe
thats what i keep repeating
to myself for countless times.
but when things go wrong
and despair takes over
sometimes even believing
doesnt help anymore.
frm the next 70 days
COUNTING DOWN
to
PROMOSMICHELLE TAN
is gna mug like shyt
and leave sundays free
for my own enjoyment.
i dont wna fking
waste sunday
ever like today agn
rushing things and
wasting my time away.
i swear and i promise
the end results will be
dedicated to ______
so i dont wna end up
with crap results
&getting retained.
no more maple after that svc
no more staying out late
no more wasting my time away
no more slping my day away
no more empty tutorials
&&&
im gna study everyday
after sch with the regulars
hmmm mon will be reserved
for home cos im tired
tues and thurs will be studying
till training starts at 430
fridays will be latelatestudying.
yay my whole life for the rest of the yr
looks damn boring but the thought
of retaining and not being able to promote
with the regulars and 0821 frightens me
way too much to even bother abt
this life that im gna lead for
the next 4 mnths.
gym training in the morning tmr
im gna be off to finish up apgp
and my future is sooo..grahs.
imissyoulove
