pissed at every single thing
when stress starts to set in
i hate everything in the world
yes me yes you yes everything.
not in the mood to do anything at all
its fking pissing me off
when nobody understands
a single shit that you do.
wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf
i just feel like ranting cos
i seriously haven got a clue
how to handle this anymore.
nobody understands
you think im having a great time
mugging my heart out.
i think you obviously do not
have any idea how long
and how much ive been
keeping inside me for so long.
have you ever..
wondered why i come home late
why it seems like im so rebellious
why im always at fault for things
why i dont like this place called HOME
where its supposed to be the best shelter?
think about it hard enough
maybe the answer is just there
for everyone to c just that
youre too oblivious to my life.
do you noe how much it pisses me off
when every single one of you
walks into the rm screams at me
then walk out happily after
venting your anger.
ever thought about how i feel
and to a certain extent
i could jus sum everything up
by saying you all dint even bothered.
mixing everything tgt jus makes it
alot worser that it alry is.
everything jus fell straight
and flat on my face like that
just face it reality is harsh.
jus when i thought i could slp
and stop the thinking and
hate in me, i was so wrong
it was never the case and never will be.
do you noe how much it hurts when
you leave me bleeding from every word
how every wrd pierces through my ear
the songs just evoke evrything outta me
crying my heart out dont seem to help
and when a gush of emotions sweep you over
there's lil chance of you controlling it.
when you turned your back on me
and stoped caring since idk when
you should have expected this outcome
im sorry to say i aint sorry for what ive done
but more to myself cos even i think
i cant take the mental torture anymore.
i know everyone's freaking pissed nw
but what gives you all the right
to treat me like some punching bag
when you dont c the pain in me
pls get the hell outta my sight.
imissyoulove
