sch was super boring today. and the fact that they printed enuf only for the promoted ones rly dishearten us to the pt that we felt there wasnt a need to even go to sch now. tmr is jus another boring day of sch with nothing to look forward to at all cos half of the girls are missing.
okay today first, well good day spent at starbucks suntec chatting our afternoon/evening away. it was good talking and omg we realised sg become very liberal. some people jus treated us like transparent luh. despite not wanting to look it was damn distractive.
came baq home early but smth else spoilt my day okay not one i gotta admit. it was a whole string of things that happened. i cant help but lose my temper im sorry i hope you understand that im facing tougher things than what you think im.
to you i may look like im enjoying my life, not reflecting at all, still getting on with life happily and of cos still not showing repentance but lemme tell you dun perceive things on the surface its always different inside.
no matter how simple things may seem now you dunno what turmoil im facing right now. the helplessness of losing everyone, everything, your trust, my pride. the willingness to change but the tinge of regret and guilt tugging at your heartstrings.
this is how bad things got towards the end so if you tink you do understand me well im afraid you are deeply mistaken. and to another you, this time im afraid its for real.
things get worser each day no doubt abt it but the more these thoughts doesnt seem to go away.. the more i try to get used to life i jus get a tight slap baq in the face telling me i cant.
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