taking everything pretty well but the only problem. can my parents handle the news the same way i did. pride pride pride. results, not a want but a need. gosh idk what im saying ranting on and on someone save me.
hopefully in the next two mnths, we shall relive the 8mnths of class bonding which we have lost. anw ive yet to complete my surprise stuff shall continue when i have the mood. whre's the classs outing photos? T.T
and and and a yr down the road. the same me with the same mugging friends taking the same promos facing not exactly the same fear as those around us. plus the fear of failing agn. i guess the mugging needs to set in soon before i regret for life.
no use looking baq but as days go by will we ever be the same? the guilt of not meeting expectations is eating into me. HOW TO BREAK THE NEWS FUCKKKKKKK! i tink they wont even listen to any explanations zz.
even the tchrs noe i nv study one wat is this zz. i tink i should rly reflect on myself luh. its like the past one yr the only lessons that i can stay awake is chem and its becos im forced to. physics econs maths = slp, slp and still SLP. !!!!! I RLY BTH MYSELF, and tutorials is like i tink i nv complete one all on my own before. -.-
it all feels like im walking baq to whre i came frm. slowly picking up pieces and pieces of memories and erasing every footprint made till i come to the crossroad. this time i will take the right path and nv look baq.
at the end of the day.. there's not much we can do. but im sure we'll do it better this time round.
失去才会懂得珍惜..
promise me, you'll do it for them.
&yes, this i promise you.
imissyoulove
