there's so much to do so much to say so many things waiting for me to settle. but im afraid i will snap before that and i tink blogging doesnt help as much anymore. i tink i should do the random thing agn cos idk whre to start.
1) i understand that it is difficult for you to accept the truth in a day or another but pls believe that i was afraid of telling you the truth for fear of what comes after like now.. -_-
2) pls do not pressurize me any further if another yr can bring me all the grades and stuff baq i rather be taught this lesson.
3) comparisons and advices arent always the first thing on the list. pls spare a thought for me i dun wna ever harp on this issue for the remaining days.
4) if doing what you deem fit is right, i would gladly agre but even i myself feel that i cant cope with that much pressure on doing well and getting myself rdy in that mere two months.
5) i know its hard on you but have you ever wondered how i felt. i cant blame anyone for the plight im in nor can i say it to anyone else becos you cant put yourselves in my shoes.
6) everything seems so surreal when you told me to get on with life maybe you couldnt get over the shock and that was jus some response you managed to muster up.
7) i believe with the one more yr the foundation will be better for my alvs. even adding one more yr to the 2yrs makes it on par with poly y will i lose out?!
8) i keep saying that it will all be over at the end of the yr but it doesnt seem the case so far. and that stupid song makes me think too much.
9) the recent spate of events may well be a reminder that you want me to learn.
10) im sorry for bringing those tears and smth coincidental happen in the process hmmmm.
11) i guess its selective memory i can still recall every single bit of details abt some things zz.
12) nth seems to be gng right for me at the moment so i pretty much know what to expect in the coming few days.
13) the longing and thinking jus doesnt stop at number 13 does it?
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